I wish this was easier to write. I wish I would have gathered my thoughts but I’m still all over the place. Maybe that’s why I need to write this.
After realizing how different my life is now that I'm older and officially done wasting my young years, I decided to talk about good and bad things occuring when growing up. I guess these are normal life changes I wanted to reflect on.
I'm trying to find patterns in chaos, trying to figure out my life and the future that lies ahead. When do you stop looking for something new though? Also, I am announcing my soon-to-be-open online shop which I'm super excited about!
Losing friends hurts. Losing friends sucks. You may be prepared for a battle but you're never prepared to loose someone. Losing a friends is like losing an old partner in crime. I try to understand why this happens and if its a process I can get comfortable with. More than anything, I try to remember good times without sliding into bad times.
I explain why I changed the name of this blog and why 'New Honesty' doesn't fit anymore. More than anyting I am writing about how many people are defined by life goals or career goals and why I don't want that for myself. I want to be happy but is there a helpful life manual somewhere?
Do you believe that you are born either a girl or a boy? Do you believe that sex and gender are assigned at birth? Do you believe that someone is either straight or gay? Do you believe there's no 'in-between'? I talk about all this topics inspired by a conversation I heard on the bus. Kids oversharing their sex life in public...
Chester Bennington, front man of Linkin Park, was my personal hero who saved me with his music in my young years. This is me saying goodbye to him. I hope Chester rests in peace.